Late Night Thoughts

By Adila Apsara - 20:02

Huhuhu. Less than 2 Weeks more until my Uni life begins. Here I am sitting in front of my laptop doing nothing but enjoying my last minute freetime.

Ah...

Freetime.

Speaking about freetime, I always have a lot of them before bedtime. Resulting in chaotic thoughts that explodes like a war inside my head. It gets worse whenever I'm missing someone or some people at once. Sometimes I write them down when I think they are interesting enough. In this post I am trying to combine my thoughts with aesthetical pictures from Tumblr. I will try my best to credit those pics because of course they aren't mine :O (just click on the pics to direct you to the original page)

Now I wish you enjoy reading my (freshly picked :p) thoughts before I sleep.

These are based on real-life events.

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"Of course you can breathe underwater, baby. You're constantly in tears."

"Please don't say those things with such a straight face.

You have no idea how it waters the little seed of my feels for you."

"You sparked the first flame and I was the one who poured the gasoline. But then you danced unburnt.

And I am near to death as the fire consumes me."

"Never knew that my favorite indie bands song from four years ago will tell my story now."

"So you claim that your heart does beat for both. Left for the first and right for the second.

And yet you're a part of neither's world."

"Whenever you appear in my dreams, I don't know if it's my brain's way of trying to keep me sane, or to kill me."

"How do you un-crush someone?"

"Something exploded inside my chest. Chemical poisons spread all over my heart and flow throughout my veins.

Messing up my entire system."

"You left so much scars on my soul... I want to watch you burn."

"So long..

I hope these stupid feelings will tame themselves eventually."

"We only stood side by side. But the traces of your sweet scent were all over the fabric of my sweater,

the locks of my hair, and the edge of my skin."

"My brain cuts whichever dreams and replace them with dreams of you.

Yet it hurts me almost like the dreams of him."

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