Another rant, I guess? Feel free to ignore. This supposed to be a note to myself to remind me every time I think that "oh the universe is not fair!" or "what the hell is this? I never ask for this." But maybe it could be useful for someone else too so I post it here.

1. You haven't love yourself

2. You refuse to live in the moment and make the best out of what you already got, and with the people around you in this time

3. You want so much from the world, and yet give out so little

4. You wouldn't stop "counting the eggs before they even hatch."

5. You need to take care of you first, and above all.

You want good notes in the university? Fine, then study hard and organize all the things you need to learn, leave no questions left, procrastinate less, take notes of what could be important and just be a good student, dammit. It's your only life here...

Do you think you want more of the social life? Alright. Why not brave yourself up and just go to the semester party nearby? Or maybe just ask your classmates for a hang out once in a while? And what about the friends that you already know? Are they invincible? No. Not at all. So why do you just fret and sit inside your room thinking that barely anyone cares?

So you're still in love with this one particular guy and just can't seem to stop yourself? Shouldn't be a problem. You admire him, right? See what's good in him and try to take it as an inspiration. Stop imagining what could, or what should have happened.. how you guys could just entwine and forget the world? Hell NO. The world needs you both. Daydreams are free, but could kill you just as freely. Try daydreaming about some nice conversations instead of your lips on him. Once you're used to it, his lack of presence wouldn't even be a bother.

And what do you think about being a good and lively person in general? Just be one, without losing your real self. So you want to attend the dance course? Go for it. You want to help someone without asking something back? Why not! Someone is mean to you? Just smile once and never look back. Don't forget to clean your room and just make it like home because how could you be home otherwise?

Whenever you feel discouraged and just forgetting what you have written here, take a look.. and go on. Just go on with your life because just admit it, you wouldn't have it any other way.