Late Night Thoughts 4
By Adila Apsara - 09:53
Wow okay the last time I posted one of these kind of posts was on January.. and now it's October. Meaning it has been almost a year ever since.
But guess what, I'm feeling kind of unstable again for the past few days and decided to make this post. I'm having a croup, the semester starts in 5 days, but the worst thing was.. someone that I used to know and love, the one that I thought has FORGOTTEN about me.. just texted me again yesterday. After a year and three months.
I ranted a lot that day and felt like making a hashtag named "fuckyouuniverse" because that really is the way I feel. I am judging the universe so hard right now.
So, so hard. Because...
"One time the universe did a glitch.
and so we meet."
"My brain in a nutshell: romanticizing me every time with everyone with a dash of "he's still the only one that I want.""
"But I'm losing my mind even more now. I tried to dig down as deep as
I could to retrieve the feels of your heartbeat against my cheek."
"But I closed my eyes to the exquisite sceneries before me for just a second of your fantasy."
It feels pretty much like this..
"Give it a shot."
"But it says only once.."
*whispers* "or not at all?"
""Stop doing things for him!" growled the sane part of my mind.
And the rest of my senses scream.. so loud it drives the mind deaf."
"Sometimes these unfulfilled needs of you become so unbearable that I wish I were heartless."
"Why are you even back at all? Missing the taste of my lips?
Or my scent on your pillow? Was it not enough? Not over it yet?"
"I like to think that somewhere along the way you did care.
And then you see that I fell in love with you and you don't want to go there."
"So it's a battle between these two guys with the same name again? In 2016?
Btw 2015 called and wanted this joke back #fuckyouuniverse"
So yeah.. like always the pictures aren't mine and I linked them to the websites where I got them.
See ya later.. and hopefully I could mend.
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